Its 6.50 am.. N Im packing for camp. Haiz.. Today is the 28th month for Baby n me. N I felt so so bad because juz ydae he told me dat he actually wanted to go out wif me. I totally didn't noe I've got it coming. So I tot I wanted to go for camp. But why didnt he told me??!! Haiz..

I guess it's all my fault huh.. I was to ignorant to see what's going on around me.. N I guess dat is why dis is all happening. Well, at first I tot that Baby was all everything. He being to sensitive. I was up and about for almost everyday. Like juz last week, I was werking on Thurs, Fri, Sun.. Dats all abt 6 hrs each. Last monday, I werked for 12 hrs alone. N Tuesday, I was werking for 6. If ders skul, I'd be werking like after skul. N he sometimes wanna meet me, I wanted to go out wif him, he's got skul, mine finish late. Im juz so so bz. When can I haf a break? I juz wished I cud slp forever... (-_-)

But after I gave it a lot of thinking, I guess I've been to naive to understand how he feels. maybe I really have been neglecting him. Im always doing things and dat makes us hardly meet. Haiz.. I feel so so bad.. Im really sori Baby.. I really am. Anywaes, I juz wanna wish u since I juz said it out on the phone.