Hmm.. I was wondering... Was it a mistake to come to RP? I mean, I want the diploma. But it seems like coming to RP juz makes my life miserable. Haiz.. Skul is lyk 9-5. EVERY SINGLE DAY! Wat a bore! It's juz the same routine day after day. Hu wudn't get bored?? I read Balqis's blog. Its like her life is much more fun sei.. So many days can go out. Eat here, eat der.. Come home late.. It's lyk so not fair la.. Im so miserable sei. Haiz.. Feel lyk I regret coming la.. Haiz. Me and Baby hardly go out. He has tons of project and test coming along. I dun really wanna disturb him la. I noe he wants to do well. But it's really sad to see ur fren having fun while ur in skul sulking. My cousins are prolly out at paragon. Den Suzy will be following my other cousin to Malaysia. Cos she can skip skul to do her baju kurong. :( See how sad my life is? It's either skul, work or stay at hm and tc of my baby bro.. Haiz.. My pay is alrdy so little. Den I finish alrdy. I wanna ask my mom oso lyk a burden to her u noe. Haiz.. My life just sux noe. I swear. I only see Baby at e end of skul. Den he send me hm, and den dats it. WE hardly go out. Wats more, fasting month is coming dis Sept. I bet u.. Confirm hardly go out. Why? One thing.. I haf skul, 2nd ting, its too tiring to go out. Bah... My life sux!