I dunno why.. But I feel dat I haf disappointed everyone which include my dear ones, n my frenz.. Misunderstanding haf mixed one's feeling dat makes love turns to hate. By knowing ur feelings, I tried my very best 2 entertain u, treating u how we always did. Talked to u to make tings better. Dat was wat I hope for. But... I was too hopeful. I SHUDNT haf bothered wif u.. It was soo STUPID of me. Seriously. Its a waste of my tym, my energy n my kindness.. I feel lyk a total IDIOT. I felt lyk I was toking 2 e wall...! Hmm.... Ok... IF dats wat u wan, den fine! By all means. U wan it dat way huh.. Ok. Dun tok 2 me. Dun touch me. Until u feel right, den tell me. Dun hope dat I dunno how u feel. Now, u felt dat sumtings wrong, u came 2 tok 2 me. Trying 2 find e fault dat lies within us. U wan me 2 open up. Telling u how I feel abt ur doings, n my feelings.. Y now u wanna noe?? Its too late. E shell has close tightly n coldly. I haf given u e chance.. But u missed it. Too bad. I gif u e treatment dat I haf received earlier. By ignoring u n keeping mum. But u cant accept it. U even threw my hand. Wat kind of attitude is dis.. Ok. Nvm. Be it dat way. U can feel wat u wanna feel, n I'll go back 2 class. I can no longer face ur attitude. I dun wanna face u. I felt dat I will loose my top shouting at u. I kept it quiet.. But dat quietness has hurt me soooo MUCH dat I can stand it anymore dat I haf 2 cry.. It was painful. I tot quietly. Maybe, I was wrong. Misunderstanding was a natural feeling. N maybe I was a bit too much wif my attitude. Ok. Dats fine. I forgive u. I dun blame u alrdy. N I dunno wat more u wan frm me.. I left. End of e day, we met again. I dunno wat 2 feel. Happy, or sad or disappointed. I dun care. I try not 2 look at him. Looking at him will cause a flashback in my mind. I acted cold. U cant possibly expect me 2 forget wat has happen u noe. I wont forgive dat easily. U wanted 2 noe wat was e misunderstanding u had. Ask frm e person hu said dat 2 u. Dun ask me. Im not ur tape recorder u noe. All tings are cleared. I HOPE u felt stupid at dat point of time. Make u realise dat u DO haf a small portion of sensitivity. I noe all along dat u tried 2 cheer me up n make me happy again. But too bad. I cant forget e tings u haf done. Dun try any harder. It'll b a waste of ur energy. I too cant b bothered 2 entertain. All my energy has dried up.. Im tired.. Rilly. Is der anything else 2 hurt me further. Mayb dis is e opportunity 2 do it. Im all for it. Get it done n over with. Haiz.. Though I had enough, I cant hate u.. I juz cant. Cant let it go easily.. Dun cry cos u tink u've hurt me. Cry only wen Im gone. With dat, I will noe dat U miss me..