Haiz.. Sometimes I dunno wat 2 feel at times. Feeling e mixture of regret, hatred, suffering, suffocation, complicated.. All in 1 heart, pumping painfully. Breathing heavily makes me giddy, tired, n restless. I dunno y I feel lyk dis.. Its soo frustrating. Rilli it is.. Tired 2 entertain. But wen I feel alright, dey make it feel lyk I shud feeling down all over again. Keeping quiet all e way. Might s well dun accompany me rite?? Waste their precious time. Dis type of ppl makes me angry. Rili. Den wat makes U more frustrating is dat wen U realise dat ur bez fren added ur guy or watso ever. I dun admit I m jealous though ur alrdy in a relationship wif him. But hu wont wen ur bez fren can slp wif other guys? Dun dat feeling occur to u? Geez.. Happen 2 me b4 wen my x is communicating behind my back, went out 2 "study". Freaks. I juz knew dat she wud add him. Fine.. Wateva. I dun care anymore.. If Im rili angry, ur gg 2 get it. Go ahead n make me cry. I dun care anymore.. Sometimes I feel dat nobody can prove me wrong dat guys r all e same. Its so disappointed. Rilli.. Y r ppl lyk dis?? Y must my bez fren always add my bf?? EVERY SINGLE ONE OF DEM???? Y??????????? ITS FUCKING IRRITATING!! GET OFF MY BACK! Ur rilli hurting me. I dun care hu. Im too sad n angry 2 type further. Gtg slp.. Bye.