Fuck 2 life.. I hate my life. even if u tried 2 console me, or u already comfort me, its no use. Period. I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's cos I nid 2 do work at hm. Cos of dat, I always n I mean ALWAYS cant go out. Supposingly my sis nids 2 go 2 hospital. N ders oni me 2 send her. My stupid gm delibrately forced my mom 2 stop work n send her. Juz cos e maid will b at hm alone wif her, doesnt mean she haf 2 drag me along bitch. She said I haf 2 do e work. Cant leave it all 2 e maid.. Bah.. Den wats e fucking use of e maid. Cant I get some fresh air outside? Its lyk Im in prison. CANT go out. DO e daily stuff. DONT be lazy. Wateva shit face!! I was so pist dat I felt totally ruined. Dat I cried by myself. Y??!! Y must it b me?! Y do I haf e shittiest life ever. So wat if Im pretty or beautiful?! Its no use cos behind dat pretty face, I HAF 2 do all e shittiest stuff. Other kids in town haf all e luxury 2 relax, haf fun, enjoy in e sun, can go out 2 wer dey wanna go n forget all e fuck behind. By is now at e gym, probably hafing a gd tym der. Its always not fair. I feel lyk Im Cinderella. Being bullied, suffering pains, heart broken, no life at all. Its all shit. Sometimes I wan myself dead. For gd. Probably getting e burden off me. Den mayb my parents wud b happy. No nid 2 pay skul fees, 1 kid less. Saving lots of money.. U might suggest asking my sis 2 help out, but nooo........................... she's giving excuses dat she has classes after skul. Wud help out after dat. FOR WAT bitch??! Its all over. Now u can juz ly on ur shitty bed n go 2 slp. Pretend all u wan dat u haf gastric. Wateva. I HATE U PEOPLE!!! I HATE U!!! Wats more. My stupid maid haf 2 rub it in. I already change my clothes 2 send my sis. But wen my gm said no, she haf 2 laugh it off telling me dat I didnt nid 2 go. I KNOW DAT bitch. Y cant she juz concentrate on doping her chores. 2 hell wif u ppl!! From now on, DUN expect me 2 forget my probs! Mind ur OWN business morons! Haiz.. Crying makes me tired. N it hurts my heart a lot. Grr.. Forget it, NOBODY can understand how I feel except myself. Wateva.. I dun gif a shit abt myself anymore. Its plain USELESS.. Fuck 2 life.