Why... Why does he treats me so nicely? Why is he so understanding towards me.. Why does he care for me so much despite e fact of my lowly background? Despite e fact, Im so bz.. He rili doesnt mind at all.. Some ppl say I shud b thankful. Well, I rili m. Seriously. But some ppl I noe isn't lyk him.. Dey're mean. Hurting me tru feelings n torture. A thorn for every heart.. Very true. For all dis yrs, I've been hurt.. I hate it so much dat I had no confidence 2 love again. But why did I give in 2 him? I dunno. All I noe dat I love him so much dat I'm afraid 2 lose him one day. I noe he doesn't mind my background. But what if one day, u start 2 hate me? When u start 2 get impatient wif me? Now u dun mind when Im bz wif wif my work. But in future, will u stay e same? Will u scold me or torture me? Will u treat me lyk a lowly gal wif a stupid background? I noe u wud say no. But is it e truth? Can u promise? I noe u'll b asking why m I thinking lyk dis.. It's cos I had dis dream. Wer u were rili a diff person. E same attitude juz lyk my x. Im scared.. Rili scared.. Sometimes dis dreams juz makes me feel dat I shudnt haf gotten in a relationship wif u cos all I noe, I will hurt u in e end. If Im talking 2 u on e phone rite now, I guess u wud noe dat Im crying now.. But its juz 2 painful 2 hold back my tears.. I rili dun wanna lose u. But dis dream.... Im scared of it.. I noe ur patient n wont do dis.. But Im juz RILI scared.. Hope ur not angry wif me.. Cos I dun wanna lose u.. Dats all.. I love u.