So wat if He's gr8?? Must He use it on everyone on earth?? Y must He make everyone suffer?? Since He likes it soo much, might as well, He kill us all.. Y must He make each of us, His creation.. To hell.. I tink its stupid. Making us suffer is soo evil...

*2 Mardhiah.. I hope u will get better soon.. Real soon.. Miss dos days wer we had fun most of e tym... I dun wan u 2 go.. Not juz yet.. Pray dat u'll b fine.. Promise.. Smile always.. U promise 2 go out wif me after our exams.. Dun break ur promise ok..

**By.. Sori 2 make u sad ar.. Wat Im typing here, is juz my feelings... Sometimes I feel ders a sense of hatred towards u.. I dunno y.. Rilli. Sometimes I ask myself y.. Seriously... I cant find e reason.. Its lyk dat feeling is taking over me.. Im soo sori if ur angry or sad or disappointed reading dis.. But Im juz trying myself 2 feel lyk my usual self.. Its not dat I rilli hate u.. I love u. And dats true. Im sure dis feeling will fade away soon.. Remember e tym I told u, nvr 2 fight wif me? Nvr 2 hate me? Dis is e reason y.. I haf diff feelings at diff tyms.. Its juz in me 2 hate someone or everyone for dat particular day in e yr.. I hate it.. N it take quite some tym 2 forget dat feeling.. Im juz typing dis out so dat u wud read dis.. I wan u 2 noe how I feel, but I cant bring myself 2 tell u.. Cos I noe I'll hurt ur feelings deeply.. All dis while, Im juz trying 2 make it sound lyk a dream.. I hate myself 4 feeling lyk dis.. Rilli.. I hope u dun hate me for typing dis out.. I hope 2 feel better soon.. Pls dun b angry wf me. Pls... Forgive me if I ever done anything 2 hurt u or make u feel sad or disappointed. I love u a lot.. N I mean A LOT.. Hope u'll forgive me.. Sori.. :(