Haiz... U noe.. Sometimes ppl dun rilli noe dat many ppl ard dem rilli care abt dem dat we worry abt dem all e time.. Problem comes after 1 another.. Frm my guy bestie, 2 my family, 2 my gal bestie, my bf, money, work, n now frenz... Damn it mother fuckers. Pls open ur fcuking mind 2 realise tings ard u.. I noe sometimes its possible, but I cant juz leave u all in e lurch. Sometimes I feel lyk giving everything up. Rilli.. Juz ignoring dis ignorant fcuks.. Go skul, n back. In my room always.. Eat some slping pills n go 2 slp.. Haiz.. Now dats wat I call PEACE. If I can, I dun wan dis probs 2 occur, but its part of ur fcuking fault. I haf 2 do dis cos its part of life 2 get myself gg on in life.. If I had money, I wudnt werk. But I juz haf 2, cos I didnt wanna use much of my mom's money. Probs r similar s dis.. Dis is y, Im always tinking.. Tinking of solutions 2 help u ignorant fcuks.. Fitting all ur fcuking probs in my fcuking tiny schedule of my fcuking daily life.. If u get angry wif me, complaining 2 me, rejecting my offers, den fcuking tel me. Dun come 2 me crying, u mother fcukers! Fcuk.. Sometimes saying sori isnt rili enuf.. I can forgive. But I can NVR forget.. Esp e bad times. Wen I get dos flashbacks, I will get hurt. Den I start feeling sad, den my bloods start 2 boil. Den I will start tinking of all bad stuff.. Can even go 2 e extend of breaking any relations 2 my close 1. Dun take me 4 granted. Im telling u.. U wudnt wanna noe my dark side of me..